It's definetly not the weather. Can't be.
There's a hopeless feeling in the air, and I fear it can't be fixed, in any way shape or form. Living a life of transit has completely torn a hole in the way I relate to people now. Instead of long, good conversations with people...it's now a matter of in-and-out. Completely draining...the disconnect is growing, and I have no idea how to fix it, because it just does not work in the context of fixable problems. One way or another, it's gonna fall apart...and I can't help but just sit down and settle. No struggle, no fight, just let go and accept the fact that things are going to be this way...forever.
In other news, there's a lot of homework and no desire to do it. Fuck it.
Song of the day: Failure- Swallow
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