red sky is playing in the background, i'm currently feeling blue and pink and red and dark all at once. so much can go wrong and so much can go right. I have no idea how to react to this.
I know that registration worked out, that rocktography is now a real thing, that i'm meeting big bands around boston, that my music career could very well be going skyward if this collab happens/i get the job for my friend's band.
I also know that college is going fine, save for Bio Concepts. if i fail, I have no idea what the plan is afterwards. I mean, the realistic exit from college again is possible. But staying is too. At least I don't have a cold-as-ice bitch in the balance that pulls me back.
Sorry, but i've reached that stage where guilt gives way to comedic hate and disgust for how stupid i was.
I also know that I'm hoping/working towards ending this year the way I started it, in Boston, doing a show. I WANT this...more than you know.
song of the moment: thrice-red sky
