Possibly time to leave again....?

Eh...well, after a quick examination of what I can take for college courses, it's not looking too good. Advising tomorrow and for what's it worth, I got a good feeling that I'm probably going to walk at the end of this semester.

Not "walk" in graduation terms. But walk away from college again. The desire's dead. And the fact that next fall is essentially unavoidable has me pissed. Very much so.

So what is it this time? How do I tell them about how it's over that it's time to move on, that due to design, I can't make it out in time?

I'll have to start with dad and mom, file a gag order, tell no one else this is happening and there. I'm gone. My fault, my issues, my time to fix them.

Good thing Moody Blues are playing in the background, it's the one thing keeping me from ripping everything to fucking pieces.

song of the moment: moody blues - nights in white satin

As it Stands Now...

• feeling fine
• sleepless nights are a habit
• big things upcoming
• happy
• i may have a crush....?
• failing 1 of 3 courses. not hitting that panic alarm
  
  song of the moment: radiohead-just

2 week recap (days 8-17)

well in 2 weeks...
-i've become good at writing
-getting closer to making a huge idea happen
-failed an exam
-lost my car and house keys
-come up with new ideas
-got over things
-watch the sox go down
-forgot to update this blog

so there